Disaster - Conan Gray Lyrics

Let me just set the scene
I just left the party at Blake's and it's Halloween
Had the keys to my car in my hand, but I didn't leave
'Cause the potential of us, it was keepin' me up all night long
I left a text you won't read all night long
This could be a disaster
There's so many factors, like, what if you freak out?
And then we're losin' it all at the critical chapter
Where I say, "I love you" and you don't say it after
This could be a disaster
Pedalling backwards, by sayin' that I'm drunk
I really shouldn't have called, I'm a little bit plastered
You call me a liar, now I'm fallin' in faster
This could be a disaster

Oh-oh-oh, disastеr
Oh-oh-oh, disaster

Let me just lose my mind
Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?
You know Ashley believes that there's something between you and I
But if I'm readin' it wrong, man, it'd be better off if I die, oh
And if you're readin' the text all night long

This could be a disaster
There's so many factors, like, what if you freak out?
And then we're losin' it all at the critical chapter
Where I say, "I love you" and you don't say it after
This could be a disaster
Pedalling backwards, by sayin' that I'm drunk
I really shouldn't have called, I'm a little bit plastered
You call me a liar, now I'm fallin' in faster
This could be a disaster

Oh-oh-oh, disaster
Oh-oh-oh, disaster

Maybe I'm mistaken (Oh-oh-oh)
You're not mine for taking (Oh-oh-oh)
Maybe I'm mistaken
Maybe I just made it up, messed it up