Jordan Year - Boyband Lyrics

[Verse]
I got brothers sell more records than your favorites
And I'm just in my bag, man, that shit is kinda dangerous
Keep my distance, wanna come in on my own
And niggas say I changed, I just say I'm in my zone
Used to talk to Trevor 'til like 5 AM
Played each other demos, look like we both got left on read
Nothing left unsaid, he was in it 'long as I was
Put in ten thousand, now we out here takin' dubs
And I was on the sidelines, never on the team
But I took it for what it was and not really what it seemed
Could tell no one believed, or maybe I was trippin'
Maybе if I spoke up right now, it would be differеnt
Wanna tour my life but don't where to start
It's easy talkin' girls, especially now that we apart
And I don't know if they wanna hear that shit
I don't know if producers tryna clear that shit
All this internet money off this shit
Now I'm focused on makin' the dirtiest of hits
Wanna shift the culture, make my personal amends
Tired of anxious nights, being away from all my friends
I gave up everything, got even more in return, uh
Takin' all these risks for all the dollars I earned
So in tune with the world, I can feel the earth turn
You would think it's on fire, all these bridges that did burn
Can't accept no new love in my life
Hard to enjoy these blessings, man, when all I know is spite
Shit that happened years ago just keep me up at night
Got a photographic memory, slideshow in my mind
Had some moments where shit wasn't really sweet
Accepted that defeat but my fate was never weak
I just hit my Jordan year and never thought I'd see the day
[Outro]
I hate fuck niggas, I ain't never been them
I don't what it's like to be one of y'all fuck niggas
But somebody gotta be a fuck nigga